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Bringing out the beauty hidden inside
Created on 2007-05-10 03:38:04 (#12911391), last updated 2007-05-14
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| Name: | nomore_selfhate |
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| Birthdate: | 1986-11-13 |
| Location: | New York, United States |
Ok so basically i created this account as a way to help monitor and incourage my weightloss, i have been struggling with my weight since i was 12 and when i was 15 i went from a size 24(YIKES!! i know) down to a size 11 but gained it all back by the time i was 19. I'm just tired of hating myself,i'm tired of looking in the mirror and being disgusted with what i see, i'm tired of not wanting to leave my house because i'm afraid of what people are going to think when they look at me, I'm tired of crying and being depressed. I'm not going to try and blame anyone other than myself for why i am at that weight that i am because I am the one who is putting the food into my mouth, I am the one who hasn't taken proper care of her health and her weight, but i want all that to change. I know that i'm a beautiful women inside, i just want the outside to match the inside.
I know that if i don't give this 100% i am not going to see longlasting results, and i also know that i won't see results in in a week or two, this is a project that is going to take well over a year to accomplish, i call this a project because to me that's exactly what this is to me, i am transforming myself into the healthy active human being i know inside me somewhere.
***You just have to decide what's more important - a momentary pleasure of sugar and fat or lifelong good health?

If you can relate to my story or if you would like a friend to speak to about your weight loss trouble feel free to add me.
I know that if i don't give this 100% i am not going to see longlasting results, and i also know that i won't see results in in a week or two, this is a project that is going to take well over a year to accomplish, i call this a project because to me that's exactly what this is to me, i am transforming myself into the healthy active human being i know inside me somewhere.
***You just have to decide what's more important - a momentary pleasure of sugar and fat or lifelong good health?

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